A year ago, i never would have known that i would have had stress attacks, where i can't even control my heartbeat or breathing for sometimes ten minutes. A major stress attack was caused by my dad, the completly 'blind to the entire world' kind of person. He decided in all his infinite wisdom to place this laptop on a time lock. The night before i had a huge project due, so yes, i freaked and my heartbeat skyrocketed. I have never freaked out in my life like that. Curled into a ball, gasping for air as my lungs went into what seemed like spasms, and my heartbeat thudding loudly in my veins. Thoughts raced through my mind. 'Did he do this on purpose?, What made him do this in the first place? WHAT IN ALL THE NINE LEVELS OF HELL MADE HIM THINK ABOUT DOING THIS IN THE FIRST PLACE!?!?!?!?!?!?'

Well, besides that. The guys at my co-op are acting nice again. Its strange. I don't trust it.